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목요일, 1월 27, 2005
-thinking...-
Hmm..thinking again. Went through a couple of random blogs--not that I know them personally, but somehow, they really set me thinking. Thinking of wat, u may ask. To which i can only say, 'things'. Duh, u may rebutt me, everybody thinks of things dun they. WEll, i din say i was thinking of anything in particular did i. Its jus tt sometimes u can jus sit there n hu si luan xiang. Ever tried recalling what u did at the end of the dae? It feels jus like u are rewinding a tape..images flashing back at rapid rewind mode in ur head--only diff is that its ur life, not jus some crappy soap drama. Of cos, i dun feel that all soaps are crappy. Instead, i beg to differ. Cos more often than not, i believe in them. No matter how corny the plot maybe..it still instills a ray of hope in me, regardless of how small it may be. The world is cruel..jus like the truth may be. I dun feel that anyone is truly indispensable to anyone else in this world. But i do feel that everyone do need another someone. What joy is there if u cun share it with anyone else. But e blogs i read..a few were lamenting of their lost love. Makes me feel sad along with them.

I still rem the time i went to receive my As results..it was the first time i cried out of happiness. Literally. N e first thing i did was to share it with someone. Even though at that time he was working, i still felt happier calling him to tell him. But well, u know soap dramas. 9 out of 10 times, the guy cheated on e gal. I cun tolerate infidelity, thats for sure. Even if the guy knew he's in the wrong n comes back to beg u to take him back..if there's a one time, who can confirm that there wun be a second time. Hopefully, he will be the 10th guy. Yeah, thats wat i hope. N i do believe him. N myself. Todae is the 27th of january. N yesterdae was our one-month-to-2 years anniversary. Heh n i miss him alreade. Shall stop thinkg of morbid thots that he will leave me. Watched too many soaps..cun they have happier plots or something..?! Darn all those shows..

*transit of mood from sadist to gay*

Oh jus thought of a lousy joke my student asked me the other time. Is Happy a guy or a gal? ANd the answer was GAY. Hahahahahaha..(leng xiao hua..) Heh bought a chocolate block, jelly moulds, coloured toppings and cookie cutters ydae!! so fun..wanna melt e choco n make it into heart n teddybear shapes..cos CNY is coming!!(who am i kidding) hah..i mean valentine's dae lah..im a poor gal u see..cun afford expensive stuff..ooooohh n im going to see disney on ice-princess classics on 12th march!! yeahhhh~~ but abit sad cos my seats are also at the side again, jus like last year cos e front seats are sold out ah..cun believe so many pple actually bought e tix almost 2-3 mths ahead of the real thingy. Grrrrr...*angry* anywae its my bdae present!! haha..2 more mths to being the age-old, revered 21!! yukes..

ok guess i gotta leave alreade..goin for my first jap tb class..abit regretted taking jap2 cos i feel lonely!! sabishi desune..sigh..jus got to be braver~

Its a lonely world out there~~(in nus jap ta n tb classes)


또 울어버렸다.. @ 1:19 PM